A great night

So tonight was a great night. I was invited out to eat wiht the entire staff of wright hall. I turned it down for several reasons which i will explain later. later on i got to play volleyball, and made some really nice ppl. (would not call them friends just yet) later i was invited to play monopoly. this was a great way to end the night. we started with ra on 9,8,6,5,2, arhd, and me. it was so much fun. i feel like i am finally been fully integrated into this staff. we all watched jurassic park talk about a blast. it was quite enjoyable. after some ppl left i got to stretch out and 9and 6 floor ra were jostling me (joking around) and i got to rebound. i feel like i can hang with the big boys and it was fun. i have become a lil more confident in Kyle's room, it has been really good. I still refuse to eat in his room. which brings me to why i did not go out to eat with the staff.
1. I don't know how many ppl left to go, but I remember when there was only three ra's in the building, I could not leave the rest of the staff to do that.
2. i feel uncomfortable when I eat. i hate when ppl watch me. My parents always told me that i eat like a pig, eat too fast, and it is still a lil bit there.
3. I am nervous that even though i got paid today that i wont have enough money for everything else.
4. I did not know what everyone was going to wear, i did not want to overdress under dress, or i just dont want to be the odd one out.

thiis should be all for tonight, but i had an amazing time talking to the staff and look forward to the next couple weeks should be FUN!!!!!!!!!!!